❤ 린아 ❤

Happy Valentine's Day

2012-02-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

Dear my love one, Wilson L.W. Shiuan . . .

Baby, i'm sorry that we couldnt go out for special dinner and all but we still can go on another time right? It doesn't supposed to be on Valentine's only right?

I love you baby.. It's seriously my first Valentine's >_<" and so happy to get my present, thank you by.. The day is coming.. 20 days left.. I can't wait ^_^

So many memories and more to come..the journey still far and lot of challenges, always be strong ya by..lets keep fighting... Muax muax ~

love you baby!

Lunar New Year

2012-01-28T01:18:00.004+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year :)

nothing much to say just hope this new year would bring great luck in life

sorry for the late update for this new year post, was busy and lazy XD
enjoy the lunar new year celebration :)

新年快乐!!! ＼(^o^)／ Gong Hei Fatt Choi
Happy Chinese New Year . . Gong Xi Fa Cai

It's the year of Dragon!!! It's the turn of the dragon :D
What's yours?

Check your feng shui here

THE CHINESE HOROSCOPE

photos credit to owner :)

my potato walnut

2012-01-09T11:05:00.004+08:00

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said or did.. I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you. I just love you,only you. Each and everyday i love you even more.

My potato strawberry yogurt banana milk grapes apple pie blueberry pie cream cake cheese cake vanilla ice cream chocolate cupcakes my super sweet boyfriend my awesome boy my lovely baby my love my everything, i love you so much, only you, i love you more and more everyday every second. My love love potato love Wilson L. W. Shiuan , i heart you baby.

January 1 2012 :)

2012-01-01T16:01:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!!!!
Happy New Year 2012..
aww..can't believe it..we finally in a brand new year!
it's 2012 already...how fast time flies~
we are one more year older!!!!! haha...

anyway, as i brag in previous post..
i wasn't celebrating the new year with family instead with a bunch of friends
it was totally different..
my family wasn't around during the new year's eve
they were somewhere above the hill..far away from the city..nature time~
while me here in the city..partying with friends..it was cool though!
i'm having so much fun!!! bump into old friends~
ah..wonderful night..
and even more awesome...ah by had given me a surprised!!
A REAL SURPRISED!!
I got an Instant Camera that i really want so muuuch from ah by!!!!
oh..the moment i opened the present paper and saw the camera box..
i was like . . (o_0)" what is this? is this a dream? an instant camera??
GOSH!!!!!!!!! couldnt believe it at first...
and so i took the camera and snap some photos of the night :)

Last night wasn't just a new year's eve..
it was also my monthsary with my ByBy..
hee..so happy~~~ ^o^

and now i couldn't stop smiling remembering everything!
having lots of fun..

Very much thanks and loves to my lovely boy ♥
and By...it's your year..the Dragon! ^o^

Happy New Year 2012, everyone
hope all of you had a wonderful celebration last night..
and may this new coming year would bring us better luck and bless
and much more prosperity, wealth, good health, and new spirits.

~xoxox~
see you again soon..

Leaving the year with pocketful of sunshine in my heart..

2011-12-31T02:18:00.006+08:00

Hello..we meet again..

I've been really busy these few days..sorry for the lack of update..

I started working by middle november,work related with camera

Gosh it's damn difficult compare to laptop..

Seriously,i miss working with laptop T_T

Anyway..i'm walking on, can be say a kind of pretty good life now..

I enjoyed this way of life...

Somehow, quite pressure with fam matters..hmm..Forget it!

Not going going to talk about the bad things though..

Belated..MERRY CHRISTMAS people..

I wasn't around during the christmas..

Celebrating with the mother family..

This year's christmas..so far was the best christmas i've got..

It feels so delightful and fun.. Hopefully next year would be better..

AND

Happy New Year 2012

Oh...time flies so fast..i can barely realized it's the end of the year 2011

2011..

A year feels with lots lots of things..it was good and bad

Learnt so much and experienced so many things..

I've been through lot, each year leaving me so much memories

So much moments..

Somehow i hope 2012..

Going to be a more bless and happy year..

I wish by turning 20 on this year i could get my freedom!

Hope everything goes well and eveything gets better..

God Bless..Amen.

This year new year's eve going to be so different for me..

Unlike the previous year..

this year i'm going to celebrate with my friends not my family..

Anyhow,my heart will always with my family..i wish the best for them.

This probably my last post for the year 2011...

I'm going to miss the year..everything that happened and those memories

That left in 2011..whether good or bad,i appreciate it..

To all of you,people out there,my dearest readers,sweethearts...

Lets wish and hope for a better and greater life ahead..

May God always be with us and may us get His Bless..Amen.

Till then i'll see you guys again in the next post in 2012 ^^

Annyong! Bye!

With Love, Rina~

The year 2011..

It's about him

2011-12-22T21:18:00.005+08:00

I Love it when . .

He looks at me and smile widely.

He holds my hand and kiss it.

He asks me to look away and when i look back,he gives me a kiss.

He hug me to sleep.

He awake me from sleep.

He play with my hair.

He kiss me when i'm half sleep.

He imitates the cartoons sound.

He just look at me and suddenly kiss.

He text me in the morning and night.

He calls me.

He said i miss you.

He said i love you.

He plan something for us.

etc..etc..etc..etc..

I love everything he does, every little things that he did. He might not recognize what was it, but every moment, i just fell in love with him, each and every second. I love him just the way he is. I love him for who he is.

He probably small gas sometimes, but that was his style. He easily got mad, but that was him. He easily got hurt, but that was him. He easily got stress, but that was him. I accept whatever it is because this is how he was. I don't care cause i'm going to be with him. I just love him.

I'm going to be by his side in any situations. Whenever he needs someone by his side, i'll be there for him. I going to hold on and fight for us. He cares me and loves me, and i'm going to do the same thing.

By, i love you much much and i miss you everyday ~

Okay, still remember this By??? hee..
That's on our first date XD

He stay with me no matter how hard it is to be with me.

2011-12-10T00:20:00.006+08:00

The stories continue . . . .

And then there was a man who appears in sudden, but stay on purposes.
He came at the time when i was in a lost. He puts back all the shattered heart bit by bit. He heals them with his loves and sacrifices. He steals his time just to be with me. He went against the rule to make me happy. He took the courage to face the unwanted. There was one time, when he given up. But loves are stronger, it made us got together again. By, thanks and i love you for stay with me no matter how hard it is to be with me. If we ever lost in our past, it doesn't matter anymore. What's matter, we going to work out our relationship now. We'll fight for it and hold onto it. We'll face the challenges of life and this relationship together. Don't ever give up for a mistakes, cause it was there to test, how strong our loves are. Let's face everything together and be strong. :).

The bird came and sang a love song.

Woots woots..
These photos was our outing to the beach! my favourite place to find snacks :)
We ate fruits pickles. We bought guava, mango, papaya, potato snacks,
margerine corns, sugarcane drinks, and keropok lekor!!! hahaaha!!! XD

We sat perfectly in front of the sunset view. How sweet ^_^

♥♥♥♥

1224am -1257am

I'm officially missing you

2011-11-29T01:10:00.001+08:00

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

It's official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

I'm not your little girl anymore

2011-11-28T16:18:00.004+08:00

I probably got rebellious now?! Seriously,I can't bear living like this anymore. Dad,you gotta let me go now! I no longer your ten years old cry baby. I'm twenty years old woman! I have life to live. Why do you want to bother my life? And making my life suck as hell? If you think beaten me up to death will change me,you are obviously Wrong! Doing things like this won't make me becoming, like what you want me to be. Dad,seriously Im not going to be like what you want me to be.. Why? Because I have my own life,this is my life, I choose what I want to be. If Im bad or good, that was my choice! You have no right to control my life already. Controlling me like you did now, won't help at all instead I've become even badass..after all this things happened,do you think I will ever listen to you again? NO! Im sorry dad,but you are the one who changed me. If only you are not that fierce and giving me more freedom, I won't become like this. It's all come from your own self. So when I go out from this house one day, please be happy. Cause I won't bother anymore. Whatever happen I won't make you get the bad thing cause once I go out, I will own my own life.

I seriously hate going home already,I got stressed when I'm home.. It's no longer home sweet home. Don't blame me! You didn't give chance to talk.. Righht now I hope you'll understand.

Just Understanding and Tolerance

2011-11-17T11:29:00.005+08:00

okay how do i start now? hmm..this post was dedicated,to . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .!

seriously i'm tired of living like this,tired of getting control too much.please i'm already nineteen and soon going to be twenty.i'm not going to live like a ten years old kiddos anymore.i'm studying six days a week,i'm working five days a week.how do you see my life here? busy wasn't it? the only day i'm perfectly free is sunday! okay fine sunday i'm with family.ok pa and ma,i spend my whole sunday with you. monday to saturday, i was busy-ing with works and study.. do you find anymore time where i can hanging out with my friends??? NO right? please ma and pa, the only time where i can spend my time with them is at night. i know,it was like a big no-no for u to going out at night. but i am begging,begging you to open up your mind.yes i know you're more experienced than me,but the life of years ago and now is different pa and ma. i'm nineteen now,i have my own life to live. i'm not that ten years old kiddos who just sit at home playing playstation and done. no! i need to explore my world now. don't worry pa and ma,i know what's bad and what's good. my friends not come from those people who do drugs or what so ever called crime murder etc you call bad things. No, i don't have those kind of friends!!!! Seriously,i'm tired of listening the same thing over and over again. You have to get used to how my life now. YES,i'm changed. i need to change my life. i'm not going to live the way you want me to live,why? cause i would be the most boring person alive,why? cause i felt boring of my ownself! please pa and ma, please understand how i felt. i've listen to you,respect you and follow you. but why can't you understand my life? why can't i choose what's good for me? i know that you want the best for me pa and ma. but sometimes you have to give me some space too! i felt no freedom,seriously. i cant feel how my life going..i even got stress when i'm at home,so what say you? do you want me to continuously feeling like this? or wait till i run out from the house cause of too stress already?? pa and ma,please understand,that's all i want,UNDERSTAND my youth. that's the only time where i can enjoy with my friends..i'm busy at morning,my friends too..even weekend..so night the only free time we all got..it's not like we going to do,bad things, we just going for dinner,supper,movies..that's all...oh for your information,we always go for 1130pm movies..so tell me when it's going to end? dont believe me? fine next time we go watch movies at this time together! see how many people in the cinema. and what time we going to reach home..

pa and ma this post is for you,if you happen to read this, well that's the purpose of writing this! i know you won't hear me when i tell all this things face to face,right? so here is the only way to let you know. i'm not being rebellious,oh well maybe a bit? hmm...i'm seriously tired pa and ma. all i want is just your understanding.nothing much..just a bit tolerance! that's all..

Do you?

2011-11-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

People often realized when it is too late.

Questions Play

2011-11-08T20:08:00.003+08:00

1. What’s your middle name? . . . .
2. What are you listening to right now? Maroon 5 - Move Like Jagger..
3. What was the last thing you ate? Mint Candy
4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Lea my lil sister
5. Do you drink? Yes i drink water lol!
6. Do you smoke? No
7. What is the first thing you noticed in someone? Depends ;p
8. What is your hair color? Dark brown + black
9. What is your eye color? Dark brown to almost black
10. Do you wear contacts/glasses? Yes, i wear both
11. Dogs or cats? Both
12. What’s your favorite animal? I have no idea ;/
13. What’s your favorite television show? Anything
14. What’s your favorite movie? I'm very much into movies, i watch em all
15. What’s your favorite band/singer? Beast!!
16. How old are you? 19 ^^
17. Do you have a crush on anyone? No..
18. What’s your sexual orientation? I'm straight
19. What’s your favorite color? Pink + white + red + purple + etc
20. What was your most embarrassing moment? i dont really remember
21. Do you ever wish you were someone else? well..maybe no
22. What were you like when you were a kid? I'm a girl with lots of things to discover
23. What would your dream house be like? i want a condominium..
24. What last made you laugh? i forgot what was it?!
25. What is your favorite word? Fuck! =,="
26. What is your least favorite word? i'm not sure..
27. What turns you on? The things i love, of course~
28. What turns you off? The things i dislike...LOL!
29. What is your star sign? Gemini
30. What are your favorite books? by nicholas spark and etc
31. Do you have any siblings? yes..
32. Do you like to dance? very much..rofl!!
33. What is your definition of cheating? Lie
34. Have you ever cheated on someone? No
35. Do you regret anything? Lots.
36. Do you have any phobias? Maybe?
37. Ever broken any bones? No
38. Ever come close to death? No, thank God
40. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? No
41. Are looks important in a relationship? nope!
42. Are you more like your mom or your dad? I have no idea ;/
43. What is your favorite season? all season ^^
44. Do you have any tattoos? i wish
45. Do you have any piercings? yes
46. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? not more than ten though
47. Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? no
48. Who is your celebrity crush? dongwoon
50. Do you get jealous easily? Yes!
51. What is your favorite type of food? Delicious and not too heavy
52. Do you ever want to get married? Of course i am..
53. Who was your first kiss with? oh mmm..
54. Have you ever been cheated on? i never knew..only God knew it..
55. What is your idea of the perfect date? just he and me and our precious time together
56. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? extrovert..
57. Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? ya why not?
58. What talent do you wish you’d been born with? too many =..=
59. What is your saddest memory? oh oh..mmm..
60. Do you believe in love at first sight? i think so ;o
61. Do you believe in soul mates? perhaps?
62. Have you ever dyed your hair? not yet haha
63. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? mmm..mm..not sure
64. Would you go against your moral code for money? no! i dont want..
65. What are three things most people don’t know about you? all i can say, dont jugde a book by its cover
66. Who are you jealous of? i dont jealous with others, i have my own life to manage!
67. Do you sleep with a toy? hell yeah! my mashimaro~
68. How long was your longest relationship? i'm not quiet remember
69. Is the glass half empty or half full? it's just Half! lol..
70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? only me would knew it..lmao!
71. Who is your most loyal friend? who?
72. Are you in a relationship? you see it yourself~
73. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? just him being him ^^
74. Are you a bad person? i'm mean sometime ;)
75. Are you a lover or a fighter? lover haha..and a fighter too lol
76. What did you do on your last birthday? eating cakes
77. What is your favorite quote and why? What we think,we become.All that we are,arises from our thought.
78. If your best friend died, what would you do? ;(
79. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? There's one thing
80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? Telling goodbyes
81. What is the strangest dream you’ve ever had? dreams always strange
82. Are you happier single or in a relationship? depends how it is
83. Who were you in a past life? just me
84. What is your happiest childhood memory? @_@ can't remember
85. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? oh well~~
86. Have you ever had an imaginary friend? lol maybe?
87. If you were the president, what would you do? rule like a boss!
88. What is your ideal career? hehe..
89. What is your political affiliation? . . . .
90. Are you conservative or liberal? . . . .
91. Is the male or female body closest to perfection? female body! haha
92. Do you like kissing in public? err..mmm..
93. If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? let me think of it..
94. Where would you like to live? best place ever ;)
95. Where would you go on your dream vacation? oh so many~~~
96. Describe yourself in one word. Mystery
97. Describe yourself in one sentence. Don't judge a book by its cover
98. Where do you see yourself in five years? working working ~
99. What is your greatest accomplishment? i haven't see any yet...
100. What is the meaning of life? To die

be good everyone!

2011-11-08T01:15:00.001+08:00

And yet, i don't want to hurt anyone.

It's all about time

2011-11-07T22:15:00.013+08:00

Hello..

Serious talk today ok?

I have loads of crap inside of my head..

i don't know to whom should i tell..

i don't have anyone, who will understand completely how i felt..

The story of that man, of a year ago.

It has been a very good day for me since i started to forget this man, who had left me for another woman. ok, that was a year ago.. i know i was wishing him to come back that time but now no, not anymore.. we broke up on august 2010.. those months was felt empty without you, i admit.. but i know i couldn't live it that way, and yet i know i never touch your heart. I was a fool back then. While we are in relationship, you told me you in love with her, but i choose to stay and not to let you go and hurt myself. Now that i'm no longer blinded by your love, i realized how idiot am i that time.

NOW, after a year and few months, after i found someone to love.. You came back and said you finally realize, that you've lost a girl who once love and care you so much and able to give up everything only to be with you. Yeah true, i was loving you and everything was just about you. HOWEVER, that was when i'm in love you. Now, i've chose to give up my love on you. I realized that, during that time.. You couldn't accept me at my worst, so i thought you shouldn't get me at my best too. You can't accept and cherish the love i gave, so i think it's time to stop wasting the feeling and keep it for someone whom worth loving. I'm sorry, but i guess the story had end for me. Second chance? If you come before i choose to forget you, perhaps there's a second chance.

Too late.

The story of this man, that caught my heart.

You came in sudden. We met and my heart skip a beat. If you did love me, love me dearly. If you don't, tell me and we know what's next. Don't cheat. It's enough how i blinded by love with that man in the past. I couldn't bear living like that anymore. If you really did love me, cherish the love i gave, don't cheat be loyal. Let's fill the heart with loads of love and happiness. Make me happy and care my heart. I will do the same. I may hurt and pain in the past. Still, i felt and think that loves hurt. So when i scold and small gas, persuade me and tell me, you love me. When i anxious, hug me and kiss me. Let me sleep in your arms let me cry in your shoulder. Hear what i want to say, bear with my nagging. I maybe not a good partner, cause i easily mad, i asked a lots, i nag a lots, when i'm on my pms i will angry and scolded with no reason. I'm just me. I 've done my best to be a good partner. No one perfect though. To me, to be in a good relationship is to accept each other at their worst and best and still together. Being together during the good and bad time. Fight over the relationship and holding on each other. Have Faith, being Loyal, being Honest, Tolerate, Understanding, Respect and Loves.

Dear everyone, i'm just ordinary person with extraordinary dreams. I know everyone said the same thing. I own a life. I'm not born to please each and everyone. If you couldn't accept me the way i am, just leave. I don't even care and do not bother. If you want to hate, go on. If you want to like, go on. I'm tired to care and please others, when actually nobody care how i felt. I'm stress and always tired. I want to feel the real happiness and enjoy my life the way i want it to be.

God Bless Me.

Cherish me while i'm here, don't beg when i'm gone.
Don't sigh when karma fuck you.

Cause when i love you, i love you that it consumes me.

Halleluyah!

Talking to the moon~
let the moon hear my hearts..

Jars of heart~
simple yet meaningful song..

Someone like you~
Sometimes it lasts in love,sometimes it hurts instead..

My destiny is with God.

November please be good~

2011-11-05T00:27:00.004+08:00

Halo halo ^__^

November is here..

Happy November to all ya~~

Dear November, please be good to me
please be a wonderful month..amen..

Sorry for extremely less post haha!!!

Oh..ok no one is actually waiting for my post is it? haha..

anyway...

middle of october till now..

i've been really busy with many things..

life and etc :p

so yeah, hurm..

i forgot something :/

Happy BELATED Halloween!!!!!!!!! :D

this year halloween, was another wasted..

whom should i blame? Shiuan??? haha no!

was just busy with roadshow during the halloween :3

tiring and busy-ing on Oct 28-30

need to go back and forth from hometown to roadshow place

hectic week haha!!! but then i was happy ^_^

so my tiring days felt worth it~~

and early Nov is just so so~~

nothing special happened

can feel my life had changed bit by bit

and yeah, i like it this way..

i'm going on 20 soon,lol i mean next year..

happy? :p

now i was thinking of studying and working

seriously need own pocket money =...="

need to buy many many thingsss

and own a car :/ and and for my vacation next year!

see...i need money man! give me some money

how i wish it was like raining :(

oh well...

so for this week,anyone please bring me and watch In Time. Y__Y

shiuan, frankie and fish had watched without me

cath, eva and atine was busy-ing with exams

manda and yann was in kl..crystal was always M.I.A

zzzzzzzz...anyone else? please count me in!

so soon i wanna watch Happy Feet 2, Puss in boots and

The adventures of Tintin: Secret of the unicorn

hahaa....all cartoonsss :p

so lovely lovely darling please bring me go ya ^__^

can't wait~~~~

this week and next week is really hectic week hor..

hope can spend some time bha :(

huhu...hmm...

ok ler..give u all piccos and end my craps here..

also, can check out new photos on my facebook and twitpic ya~

update often with me thru twitter :)

piccos..piccos..

Happy Halloween!!
this is our halloween photo :)

baby and me :)

alright..only two piccos..
i'm too lazy to choose haha..

okies...bye~

Skyscraper

2011-10-20T10:06:00.001+08:00

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Yeah oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper) huh huh huh

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Konnichiwa!

2011-10-09T16:48:00.002+08:00

Konnichiwa! to all Japanese lovers out there
and also my readers :)

As i promise in previous post..
Here's the post about Japanese Fair event.
Nothing much to talk about,just some picture spam
hope you guys will like it ^__^

Some photos are mine and some are not.
Credit to Ethan Hiew.

So how? Nice? Syok? :D
Your Opinion.

Bye~~~

Octopus~

2011-10-09T12:04:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it's hard to see the lines we've drawn. Until we cross them.
That's when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back.

I miss you endlessly~

Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings.
Always darker, emptiest and simpler.

That's what written in the picture above.
Some meaningful quotes.

Hello everyone,we meet again in October.
Sorry for the post delayed :)
I've been quite busy with life :/

Now lets thank God for letting us live our life until today.
God Bless.

For my first post in October i would like to share some quotes
and coming right up...some post about Japanese Fair :)

Pain makes you stronger. Tears makes you braver. Heartbreak makes you wiser. So thank the past for a better future.

A person who truly loves you, is someone who sees the pain in your eyes, while everyone else believes in the smile on your face

I’m not a perfect person, I make a lot of mistakes... but still, I love those people who stay with me after knowing how I really am.

If a girl can put up with you through your worst days, and still stick with you and your mistakes, then you shouldn't let her go.

That girl who just laughs everything off, never lets anyone get to her and is always smiling is the one who falls asleep crying.

Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

Don't screw up the best thing that ever happened to you just because you're a little unsure about who you are.

We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us.

You never just stop loving someone, either you always will, or you never did in the first place.

It’s sad when people you know become people you knew. And how you used to be able to talk to them, and now you can barely look at them.

A strong girl keeps her stuff in line, and with tears running down her face, she still manages to whisper the simple words, "I'm fine."

So what you think? Those quotes are nice right? :)

Alright..Now here's my favourite song this moment.
A simple songs which contain a deep feelings.
Take Me Away

Love you like a love song

2011-09-28T17:16:00.001+08:00

It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song...

Happy Birthday

2011-09-27T23:05:00.003+08:00

Oh yes..
It's our best friends, brother, sister, boyfriend and girlfriend birthday!!!
hahaha... GOOGLE!

It's the most awesome friend we all ever had :)
It's just 13 years old but it knows everything and it has everything

Happy 13th Birthday / Happy Anniversaries
Awesome Google..

Thanks for helping me a lot with my works, studies and etc.
You're just great!

In the future, please keep on helping me and the next generation too :D

Improve more and do brings more good things to us :)

Halleluyah!

White roses and doll.

2011-09-27T22:54:00.003+08:00

I was walking around in a supermarket when i saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this, 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'' My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!'' OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said, 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'' 'My mommy loves white roses.' A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine, and in a fraction of a second,a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

"Life's can change in a second, appreciate and loves before it's too late"

Loving You

2011-09-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

매일 아침 난 눈을 뜨면 습관처럼 또 그댈 그려
달콤한 마법에 빠진 듯 자꾸만 웃음이 나 Oh~

거울 속의 날 바라보면 유난히도 더 예뻐 보여
그대를 만났을 뿐인데 점점 내가 변해가요

Cause I'm Loving U 숨길 수 없죠 두근대는 맘
그댈 보면 난 바보처럼 꿈을 꾸게 돼 우리 사랑 이뤄지길
Baby Loving U 들킬 것 같아 떨리는 내 맘
한번도 전하지 못한 그 말 오직 눈부신 그대만을 사랑해
그댈 만난 그 순간부터 나의 하루는 특별하죠
애교가 넘치는 내 말투 나조차도 몰랐어요

Cause I'm Loving U 숨길 수 없죠 두근대는 맘
그댈 보면 난 바보처럼 꿈을 꾸게 돼 우리 사랑 이뤄지길
Baby Loving U 들킬 것 같아 떨리는 내 맘
한번도 전하지 못한 그 말 오직 눈부신 그대만을 사랑해

보고 싶은 그대 생각에 또 하루가 지나가요
눈이라도 마주칠 때면 멍하니 얼어붙죠 Oh~

Cause I'm Loving U 설레는 이 맘 말하고 싶어 (말하고 싶어 no)
감춰온 내 고백을 들어줘 오직 눈부신 그대만을 사랑해

What's Love to you?

2011-09-22T17:43:00.005+08:00

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

Heart talks

2011-09-11T19:35:00.004+08:00

I have loads in mind right now. Filled with worries. I don't know to whom should i tell, to whom should i share. I have lost my confident. To whom it may concern, i was really regret to studying at my current university. It was not suitable to be called university though. It was so lame, well they did have nice lecturers. However, there was problem here and there i can't no longer stand to it. If they can't fix problems of five or four years ago, what will happen to us soon? They can say that they can fix it soon, but hey it has been five/four years, yet there's no much different. Do you expect me to say good things?? NO! Frankly speaking, choosing to enter this uni was my biggest regret ever! Seriously. I always find way to get my ass out of here. I'm not sure what is the actual problem, but i know it was huge. Losing your students result and asking them to retake??? Good gracious!! and few other problems. I was confused. I really need to get out of here. Plus, my interest have changed. I knew this uni wasn't my first choice though! My patience has come to an end. Please God save me from here. I don't see any reason why i should be here anymore. I'm tired of all these stupid problem happened again and again. God show me the right pathway. I don't want to regret again. It's so painful. :(

Someday

2011-09-11T15:56:00.002+08:00

Sometimes hit, sometimes miss, it’s always like thatJust do it right tomorrow, it’s just a small mistake

Sometimes bottom, sometimes top, sometimes number 1
Getting 1st place, you can only go down

Without it, just live without it
It’s just greed you have before you win it oh

Your suffering now is a sign of your hard work
Everybody knows you tried
Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
If it’s separation, just let her go
She might show lying tears, maybe it wasn’t destiny
People who have to go, just go
Sure being next to them it might happen oh
Being tired right now
It’s just evidence of your love
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong

Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
The past is the past is the past
Previous memories
It’s the past

The long painful days
The Past is the past is the past
The days to forget you~

Everybody wins sometimes
Everybody knows you lose some

You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring there will be days to smile,
Eventually a day to smile will come
Eventually a day to smile will come

ukiss

of a story book..

2011-09-02T01:53:00.003+08:00

I saw you coming closer to me, with a smile on your face. I smiled back. We talk like a friend and we had such a great time together. However, when you got a lot more closer i can feel something in my heart. It skip a beat. I don't feel that before. I was asking myself why does it happens? Why actually it happens? Did my heart skip a beat because i love you? or something else, perhaps i was cold or hungry. I ignore. You are here again, my heart skip a beat again. Oh no! What is this? At the same time, i am happy you are here. My heart was locked. Oh,did you just open it? I don't know. I'm not sure. I was confused with myself.

- The Journey.

Oh My Smurf !!

2011-09-02T00:01:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone ;)
We back in September now..time flies!!

August went well i think..

September One was awesome!
Have great time today ;D

Went out with family this morning..
Spent time together and eat eat ^^
heee...

After that go meet Smurf ^_^
had a great time ,walk around till feet ache
go watch movie, The Smurfs. heee..
this movie very nice,thanks to Smurf for acc me watching this...
hee..rate is 10/10 for The Smurfs ^o^
btw, i had stomach ache just now
and now feet ache, LOL!!
However, still worth..i'm very happy!!

I smurf you ^__^

Do you like the 'annoying' song??

Btw, i like this song.
Going to sing it whenever i'm doing works..
lalallalalalallaaalallaaa....

The Smurfs Quotes

and guess what????
i did search on the Blue Moon...
i never knew about it,if it's not of this movie
clumsy me!!!!
But too bad 2011 dont have the blue moon..

Okay,i think that's all..
* i go with blue colour for this post cause of the Smurf*

I got the Smurf madness!! @___@

Lets talk..

2011-08-22T22:26:00.003+08:00

Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back? : i'll think abt it,perhaps No.
Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left? : Yes.
Your relationship status? : Zero!
Where did you meet your crush(es)? : somewhere over the rainbow..
Have you ever lost a close friend? : i think so..time flies~
Do you smoke weed regularly? : no..
Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person? : No..
Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship? : i dont think so ;)
When was the last time you really laughed? : i laugh a lots..
Something is wrong. First guy you turn to? : there's no guy i would turn to..
First girl you’d turn to? : Mom? you should say WOMAN then..
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did? : i have no idea..
Angry at anyone? : perhaps..
What’s stopping you from going for the person you like? : distance..
When was the last time you cried really hard? : few weeks ago
Is there anyone you would do anything for? : not anymore..i'm selfish now!
Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone? : i dislike phone calls
What is your favorite song? : goodness..i'm the music maniac..
Do you like Red Bull? : nehh..
How many people can you tell just about everything to? : none..
Have you ever wished on a shooting star? : yes
Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you? : yeah,mom means everything to me ;p
Describe yourself in one word. : mysterious
Do you have anything that belongs to your ex? : no
Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender? : lets get married first ;)
Do you rebound? : what?????
Ever cheated on someone? : no.
What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship? : knowing he's in relationship would decrease my likes..
Do you act differently around the person you like? : perhaps i did?
Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized? : i don't memorize anyone numbers,thanks to my phone..
Is it hard to make you laugh? : depends on my mood though
Who was the last person to make you mad? : random annoying people
Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again? : i dont know,if he did..karma must have fuck him
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? : no
Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before? : no
Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever? : i think so
Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out? : i dont think so
Is your best friend a slut? : no
Is hard drugs a turn off? : no drugs,please..
Are you happy with life right now? : 20% yes and 80% no
Are you still in love with your ex? : sometimes..
Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship? : no.
Have you ever had your heart broken? : absolutely!
Have you ever broken someone’s heart? : ya..
Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in? : yes
Where is your best friend? : on the earth
Something you’re happy about? : nothing..
How is your heart lately? : it was crack but getting better..perhaps?

Get to know me? huh..

2011-08-18T00:09:00.006+08:00

1. Name: Yoon Rina

2. Age: 19 years old

3. Best friend: My high school friends ;)

4. Relationship status: Forever alone!

5: Piercings you have: Ears

6. Piercing you want: perhaps ears again?

7. Tattoo you have: none

8. Tattoo you want: on my nape ;)

9. Favourite blog: mine ;D

10. The meaning behind your url: it's the sister nickname

11. Favourite band at the moment: b2st

12. Favourite movie: Remember Me

13. A fact about my personality: dont judge a book by its cover

14. What i hate most about myself: i love too much

15. What i love most about myself: basically,i love me

16. What i want to be when i'm older: i always knew,but i want to keep secret

17. Idea of the perfect date: a happy date fill with loves

18. Things i hate most: annoying people

19. Weakness: at times,i'm too emotional ;/

20. Phobia: i scared to a lots of things

21. What i hate most about school: homework, nerd teacher/lecturer, the times

22. Things i find attractive in guys: their traits

23. Biggest turn on: makes me smile without trying ;)

24. Biggest turn off: over-reacting

25. A random fact i know: Aust is the biggest island ;p

26. A quote i love my life on: All that we are is the result of what we have thought. When you don't have anyone but God, God is more than enough

27. Something i need to get off my chest: the pain i had kept for so long

28. A description of the person i hate and why i hate them: annoying..simple right?

29. The last time i cried and why: few weeks ago, i couldn't attend my second round aud

30. Looks or personality, why: both, cause it was meant to be together ;)

*these will change in times* ;)

Astrology

2011-08-10T19:59:00.004+08:00

NEVER believe in 3 people : Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces. They are the most selfish and mean.

NEVER lose 3 people : Taurus, Cancer, Capricorn. They are the most sincere and true lovers.

NEVER leave 3 people : Virgo, Libra, Scorpio. They can keep secrets, friendship , and they can see your tears.

NEVER reject 3 people : Leo, Gemini, Aquarius . They are true, honest friends. :)

What say you??

92 truths

2011-08-10T01:14:00.005+08:00

NAME: Yoon Rina

AGE: 19

BIRTHDATE: May 23 1992

PRESENT ADDRESS: LA

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = mountain dew

2. last phone call = mom

3. last text message = friend

4. last song listened to = infinite be mine

5. last time you cried = few hours ago

6. dated someone twice = no

7. been cheated on = i dont know,i dont think so, BUT God knows everything right?

8. kissed someone & regretted it = yes

9. lost someone special = perhaps

10. been depressed = a lot

11. been drunk and threw up = no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORs:

12. pink

13. white

14. any colours ;p

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = yes

16. Fallen out of love = yes

17. Laughed until you cried = yes

18. Met someone who changed you = yes and i regret it

19. Found out who your true friends were = hmm..

20. Found out someone was talking bad about you: i think so

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = ..

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = most of them

24. Do you have any pets = yes

5. Do you want to change your name = hmm..

26. What did you do for your last birthday = ate cakes

27.What time did you wake up today = 9am++

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = i can't remember,perhaps was in my own world

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = i'm not sure,there's too much..

34. What's getting on your nerves right now? = most likely nothing,my life screwed at this moment

35. Most visited webpage = twitter facebook

37. Nickname = taeyeon? miss yoon..

38. Zodiac sign = gemini

40. Elementary= ..

41. Middle school = ..

42. High School = Hanyoung Foreign Language High School

43. College = LACC

44. Hair color = black and dark brown

45. Long or short= long

46. Height = 156cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone: hmmm yes

48. What do you like about yourself?: i'm 50% narcissism haha!!!

49. PIERCINGS= yes

50. Tattoos= i wish

51. Righty or lefty = right

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery= none

53. First kiss= aha!

54. First best friend = i forgot

55. First sport you joined = forgot too

56. First vacation = hmm can't remember

58. First crush = ..

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = nothing

60. Drinking = nothing

61. I'm about to = bath

62. Listening to = infinite

63. Waiting for = hmm..

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = yes

65. Get Married? = yes

66. Career?= secret!!!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = both

68. Hugs or kisses= both.

69. Shorter or taller = taller

70. Older or Younger = older

71. Romantic or spontaneous= both!!!!!

72. Personality or looks = lets match it :)

73. Sensitive or loud = no idea :/

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship

75. Cuddling or making out = haha!!

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger= no

77. Done something you regret?= yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts= glasses..it's not loss,it had been stolen,i wonder why?

80. Broke someone's heart = yes

81. Had your own heart broken? = yes..i guess karma had fucked me :/

82. Been arrested = no

83. Turned someone down = yes

84. Cried when someone died= yes

85. Fallen for a friend = no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = yes

87. Miracles= yes

88. Love at first sight = yes

89. Heaven = yes

90. Santa Clause = aha! i did

91. Kiss on the first date: if it's my crush,why not? :p

92. Angels = yes

* i've answer this before right? ..

well i just got it again..some answer might same and some might different..

slightly insane

2011-08-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

hey girls and guys :)
this was more like a quick post..

screw calm and get angry!
that's what i felt right now..
yes i am! but i try my best not to..
i will just keep calm..

of course....
i feel like i'm on the verge of blowing up.
all the stress and pressure and anxiety bubbling up,
but i'm never really able to let it out.
i just keep it inside..
that's pretty much show how i feel inside..

i didn't find anything interesting recently
well there's something which lights up my day but
things doesn't goes as i want it to be
i dont know whether, i should stop or keep on going?
i'm scared too..scared that things will go upside down
i try to be patient and follow the flow..
stop rushing and be calm..at certain time~
with hope, everything will worth in the end
and my patience paid off..God Willing.

makes me crazy

2011-08-01T14:12:00.002+08:00

Hello!!
It's AUGUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how's life treating you so far??

i was busy with my ent aud for three months now =,=
still, there's not much improvement from me ;(
and i haven't encounter any proper respond yet >.<

whatever!

there's so many things i want to say..
many things happened recently that made me feel Crazy!
but not everything are meant to be shared,right?
well,if you still curious and dying to know more about my boring life
just follow me on twitter; rinaayoon
why twitter? why twitter?
because it's 24hours update and there's no secret alive
you know what that's mean right? ;)
if you has no twitter, go and create one now..

I'm have unstable mood now
I dont know what happened? NO! i actually know what happened
i was constantly upset with someone..
i have no idea about what is actually happened
it's just confusing and killing me so deeply ;'(

whatever!

Happy Fasting to all!!!

i'm really tired and crazy~

Bye..Annyeong ^^

Do you like me?

2011-07-25T23:14:00.008+08:00

“You hate me, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“But… do you like me anyway?”
“Yes.”

have you seen it yet?
it's a standalone drama
though it doesn't look expensive but it brings a deep meaning
one's should see this drama and understand the message
and you'll find it interesting..
it's a very simple drama with lovely meaning :)

if you can't find it online, you can read the full story at drama beans
but probably not same as watching :p

anyway, enjoy the story whether you're just reading or watching it
^____^

JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW!

The Great Gye Choon Bin
for the full story line

The Great Gye Choon Bin
for the drama information

“If you turn on the lights just once, I’ll make things brighter for you. Will you try courage this once?”

the girl at home

2011-07-20T11:11:00.004+08:00

Hello wonderful people..
I'm here again..

It's holiday,i dont know how long this holiday would be
As you know i'm done with my foundation studies and now waiting
for my result to come,around august perhaps?
I'm thinking to work while waiting.

How's life treating you so far my readers?
Oh,it's the busy month here..I mean,for students.
College/Uni students busy with exam,right?
For those on middle/high school,few months left for your exam!
It's the few last months before exam,study hard!!

My younger sister,please study hard!
Your big exam coming in just few months..
I can see you're busy with tuition bla bla bla..
Focus okay, after the exam..practice awaiting haha!!!
Anyway, Best of luck.

I just done with practice.
Uh..i hope it will turn out good later.

And and.. i'm also working hard on my belly..
lets slim it up!!!! hahahaha...
I will be staying home, for quite long time,i suppose
need to control my eating too, lol..

whatever!!

this is totally crap!!

see you soon..bye!
annyeong..

here's my favourite song right now
Can You Smile? Infinite Love .

oh summer

2011-07-18T13:46:00.002+08:00

Hello readers,i'm back ^^

It's pretty hot these days, does that ruin your mood?
It's summer though, no wonder!
Dont get moody just enjoy the sunshine.
That doesnt mean you need to go under the sun!!
Just appreciate. :)

i'm done with the damn college!
how wonderful was that? so wonderful!
i'm not thinking of going back,but still my life depend on my fate :/

i was busy with practice recently
as i'm done with studying i move on to practice
it's serious practice this time..
no more excuses such as:
"i'm studying too much that i dont have time for practice"
"if i was caught practice rather than study for exam,i'll be found dead"
Well..NO MORE!! it's practice practice!!!
and to be greatly honest..
i'd rather tired like hell because of practice :)
than headache because of studying :(

i love practice! much much more than studying :/
so hopefully all these sweat and lost breath due to practice
will worth in the end..GOD WILLING.

*ops! did i say the same thing on last post? :p
oh well~~~~ ^o^

yesterday,i was reading a newspaper
and it says something about the internet addiction!!
damn it! i was screwed up by the article,i was scared like idiot!

close that story!
i have a good dream last night too..
i dream of having a very very good friend
whom will be there when i'm happy and sad
and knew what i actually felt inside although i've tried to hide..
how i wish this friend really does exist :)
however, i cant even recognize that friend i have in my dream :/

oh did i talk too much already? hehe..
i'll be back again soon with more crap..
i'll share a song while i'm away...

btw, dont forget visit me on my other webs :)
find the links on the top right side of my blog..
annyeong!

please get well soon

2011-07-05T16:57:00.002+08:00

poor dog..next time when play,play at safe place,dont play near the road,
cars come and go and might harm you,
now your feet got hurt..i cant bear see you like this..
please take care next time..

dear dog,please get well soon
eat healthy food and drink plenty of water..
it's summer,the weather is hot and yet it's raining heavily sometimes

dont run towards the road again!!
if want to play,play by the yard only!
oh poor dog!!

:(

이상적인 사람

2011-07-02T15:57:00.002+08:00

I have heart many guys but there is one guy i never forget cause when i look at him he makes me melt and he is the guy i want to spend my life with.

“Devoting myself totally for my girlfriend is my style. I will be prepared to date a girlfriend until death do us part!”

”Opening the car door for my girlfriend, if she doesn’t like to put on the seat belt, I will do it for her.”

“If I get married, I plan to have four kids. That is the reason why I am saving money… My future wife is going to have to suffer for about five years if we are to have 4 kids.“

Don't look at him too long.He's mine!

hot days

2011-06-29T18:24:00.003+08:00

Hello readers and visitors ^^
It's been few weeks,perhaps?
Welcome again and thanks for coming~

I've been really busy recently..
My final exam is next week,i need to work hard on this.
I'm quite nervous for this exam..just because..
so i've been studying so hard and wishing for flying colours result
God Willing.

At the same time i'm also busy preparing for something
and it's quite stressful,because the time was clash with
my final exam so i have to study and practice as well.
my practice doesnt goes so well, interruption here and there
i'm studying from morning to night and when i'm taking a break
i'll take the time for practice in a while..so how stressful was that?
i didnt get what am i studying..and couldnt catch up my practice
i felt looooooosing! although it havent start yet..
sigh,but i must try my best!!

i really hope i can make it this time..
my last tried was when i was sixteen..
and now i'm back after three years to redeem everything
people, here i come!!! wish me luck!
hopefully this time i can get the things that i've been wanting so long
Fighting!!! God Willing.

anyway, thanks to miss seunghye for helping me
with the translation for the application
and to friends for giving me an advices and cheering
for my final exam and practice(of the upcoming aud)

at this moment, i've so many things in mind
i couldnt think very well..i felt sick,seriously..
and the weather is hot..my mood was unstable =,=

i think i should get back to study and practice again later

dear everybody, it's very hot these days
please watch your health and take a good care
drink plenty of water and dont go under the sun too long

bye bye

안녕

non stop tears

2011-06-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

do you know what i regret the most?
it's a decision i made last year.

i have no more reason to be here.
at first,it was all because of you
but now you're no longer here
i regret my decision. i was a fool back then
you said you couldnt bear if we're apart
stupid. how could i believe those words?
i was fooled and i was blind.

i cried myself whenever i thought of this decision
i no longer want to be here. i regret my choice.
i regret that i have ignore the best choice and pick the worst.
i hate this place. i want to move. do i still have a chance?
please. please. give me all my choice back. please.

God i cant no longer bear this. please.
Forgive me.

It's true when people said, experience teach us.
i wont ever made a decision for others again.
i will only do for myself.

i felt myself changing. i cant feel the old me.
i dont see the old me. i have changed.
little by little, because of the biggest regret.

this is the biggest regret of my life.
please let me out from here..
dont trap me.

say whatever. i no longer care.
i'm a mean.

숨

2011-06-12T13:53:00.003+08:00

I was in the mood of writing my blog when i found out about my brothers stories.
I was kinda disappointed about this. At first i dont know who to trust.
However, i'll just wait the true stories, until now i'll lean my heart on my brothers.
비스트 사랑해♥

I'm a hot cutie with a hot boyfriend who killed my crush because i smoke crack

2011-06-12T13:34:00.002+08:00

another tag game i received from facebook..
i'm not very much into it right now, but i'll do it somehow..

*Note that, i've answered these questions earlier, and only posted them now.
so so so so

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?

[ ] Red = loud

[ ] Green = stupid

[ ] None = freaky

[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous

[ ] Yellow = innocent

[ ] Purple = a little too happy

[ ] Black = emo

[ ] Stripes = funny

[ ] Gray = skanky

[ ] Pink = preppy

[ ] Light blue = sweaty

[x] Other = hot

[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?

[x] Shorts = cutie

[ ]Skirt/skort = skank

[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual

[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid

[ ]Ripped jeans = emo

[ ]Cammo = cage fighter

[ ]Jeans = prep

[ ]PJs = pimp

[ ]Cargo = clown

[ ]Sweats = athlete

[ ]Boxers = brat

[ ]Booty shorts = female

[ ]Capris = Gangster

[ ]Nothing = hoe

[ ]Dickies = weirdo

[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl

[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?

[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with

[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart

[ ]Black = with a sexy smile

[x ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend

[ ]Red = that likes to have fun

[]Brown = who loves to be different

[ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass

[ ]Bald = with herpes

Pick the month you were born on:

[ ]1 = who ate

[ ]2 = who needed

[ ]3 = who killed

[ ]4 = who shot

[x ]5 = who killed

[ ]6 = who smoked with

[ ]7 = who banged

[ ]8 = who cuddled with

[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by

[ ]10 = who ran shirtless with

[ ]11 = who slept with

[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:

[ ]01 = the kool-aid man

[ ]02 = a dog

[ ]03 = a shoe

[ ]04 = a toothbrush

[ ]05 = Santa Claus

[ ]06 = The Trojan man

[ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur

[ ]08 = a prostitute

[ ]09 = a porn star

[ ]10 = a bag of weed

[ ]11 = my lover

[ ]12 = a glass of milk

[ ]13 = a horse

[ ]14 = a lesbian

[ ]15 = a stripper

[ ]16 = a pickle

[ ]17 = a jew

[ ]18 = a homo

[ ]19 = an orange

[ ]20 = my mom

[ ]21 = a homeless guy

[ ]22 = a whore

[x]23 = my crush

[ ]24 = an easter egg

[ ]25 = a jar of honey

[ ]26 = a condom

[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal

[ ]28 = a french fry

[ ]29 = your dealer

[ ]30 = Paris Hilton

[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing

[ ]White = because I love marijuana

[ ]Black = because I'm sexy as hell

[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to

[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs

[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous

[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life

[ ]Purple = because I'm gay

[ ]Gray = because I got dared

[ ]Other = because that's how I roll

[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed

[x]Orange = because I smoke crack

[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose

[ ]Brown = because I had to

[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs

Rules:

Add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions.

Tag 25 people including the person who tagged you.

My wonderful readers...once you happen to read this post

you automatically been tag!!!

you may do this game on your blog or where ever you like..

cheers!

Tag Game

2011-06-09T22:29:00.010+08:00

i think it's been a year since i played this game
THE TAG GAME

*Note that, i've answered these questions earlier, and only posted them now.
so so so so

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: mineral water

2. Last phone call: mom!

3. Last text message: bolobo

4. Last song you listened : ukiss-0330 now listening!

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: hmm..

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: i dont think so

10. Been depressed: yes

11. Been drunk and threw up: no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. pink

13. white

14. whatever colours..

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

15. Made a new friend: yes

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: perhaps?

18. Met someone who changed you: hmm no

19. Found out who your true friends were : no

20. Found out someone was talking about you:i dont know

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: lol!!! does ex count?

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all of them,well most of them!

23. How many kids do you want to have: it depends

24. Do you have any pets: no longer :(

25. Do you want to change your name: hmm..

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: spent time with family

27. What time did you wake up today: 7am++

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my dreams, my wishes, my hopes

30. Last time you saw your Father: few minutes ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: having support

32. What are you listening to right now: songs

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: lol i dont even have a friend named tom

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: i dont know,lots of things i supposed

35. Most visited webpage: twitter

36. What's your real name: yoon rin ah

37. My close friends: cath,elvie,christine,pinpin

38. Relationship Status: error!

39. Zodiac sign: gemini.

40. Male or female : female

41. Age: 19

42.. Middle School?: hanyoung

43. High school/college?: lacc

44. Hair colour: brown black

45. Long or short: short long..lol!!

46. Height: i dont know

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: i dont know

48. What do you like about yourself?: i'm the goddes! lol!!!

49. Piercings: yes

50. Tattoos: no but i wish

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS

52. First surgery: none

53. First piercing: when i was really young

54. First best friend: forgot

55. First sport you joined: netball

56. First vacation: hmm..

58. First pair of trainer: hmm..

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: no

60. Drinking: no

61. I'm about to: bed

62. Listening: my favourite songs

63. Waiting: something,many things,i've always waiting

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : yes

65. Get Married? : yes

66. Carreer? : so much!!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: both

68. Hugs or kisses: both

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both

73. Sensitive or loud: i dont know

74. Hook-up or relationship: i cant tell whats the different? i dont know

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: depends

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: no

77. Drank hard liquor: hmm..

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no

79. Sex on first date: no

80. Broken someone's heart: i think so

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: maybe

84. Cried when someone died: yes

85. Fallen for a friend?: hmm..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: always

87. Miracles: perhaps?

88. Love at first sight: yes

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Claus: i think so

91. Kiss on the first date: if you're in love with each other and knew it,why not?

92. Angels:yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never

95. Did you sing today?: routine

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: who's somebody?

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: hmm..

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : i dont know,last year wasnt my good year though

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: after the hurtful broke up, i think so

100. Posting this as 100 truth? : i'll put another tittle!!!!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100Truths about you. At the end, choose25 people to be tagged.

So...i have no one in my head which i want to tag =.=
so to my wonderful readers..if you happen to read this, i tag you!!!
heheheehee..you may do this on your blog or where ever you feel like doing it.

cheers!

On your birthday

2011-06-06T01:58:00.006+08:00

Baby Woon ♥
Happy Birthday!!

Baby, happy twentieth birthday ^^
just a year older than me..
Today is your birthday so enjoy your day!

Wish you all the best in life, hopefully all the things you wish for will come true.
Stay handsome and be humble. Stay healthy and be happy.

Oppa Saranghae ;)

I shall call him squishy and he shall be mine. He shall be my squishy. Come here squishy!

i was never there but i was here

2011-06-05T03:01:00.002+08:00

I was walking alone, it's been few months after you left. One day you came. You came closer. I can see through your eyes, clearly. As always, i can never read what is on your mind. You are full of your own thoughts. You living with the shadows of your past. I'm now your past however i will never enter into the past shadows of yours because i was never placed in your heart. You live with all your past lovers. You can tell me loads of stories about them, every details of it.
If i ask you about our past, can you even remember? Even just one.

I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common woman with common thoughts and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.

Remember Me

2011-06-04T02:47:00.001+08:00

If I die, you are gonna have to live the rest of life, knowing not only did you lie to me but you denied me of one last indulgence, my last wish, are you prepared to shoulder that kind of responsibility to prove a point.

life's but a walking shadow

2011-06-01T21:00:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, we meet again in June ^^
I'm sorry for the lack of update in May..
i'm always looking for topic to post but i couldnt find any >.<

You see..how fast time flies ~~
it is now the sixth months of the year..
it's already middle of the year
another six months to end..ohh dear..

My life kinda boring right now..
okay,i did went to vacation few times
around weekend with family
but there's nothing to talk about
it's more like a routine now =..=
we went to the same place again and again
i'm not saying i'm bored!
it feels good to be far sometimes
and the coldness..i got..is just Awesome ^^

oh ya..i just back from vacation right now..
just simple vacation, this time isnt cold vacation..
more like, HOT vacation..
stayed at hotel which has the sea view,how wonderful
but the weather damn hot =..=
and i fell sick two days after arrived home..lmao!!!
and i'm sick now..flu and a little fever ;(

AND my laptop was sick too..
i knew this laptop isnt expensive as apple macbook
but i heart this laptop so much..
i want it to stay!! please dont die my baby laptop
you know, mommy heart you much..muah!!

i learn organ (music) now
hopefully i can quickly learn it..
cause i'm really slow Y__Y
anyway, wish me all the best ^^

i'm sweet nineteen now..lol!!
bye bye my sweet eighteen~
though my eighteen was filled with lots of tears and pain
but at least, at first it fill with happiness and i met someone..
and found greatest love..from a mother,my lovely mom ;)

dear people..
if you ask me why, if you ask me what, what exactly happened?
if you cant/dont understand me..if you mad at me..
I have reason for it. Life changed.

I want to find back my happiness that had been gone for so long.
Time flew, the story of him and me faded in his mind, but not me.
I wish to have a happy life. Filled with lots of love and wealthy.
God bless. God willing.

dear facebook friends,
i'll be posting my birthday photos tonight
credit goes to my sisters for all the photos..
however, not going to post all of it..
just a little sneak peak ^^ *might be boring*

until now,lets meet again at another post
much love, rina

Quote of the day:

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

i should have forgotten

2011-05-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

Hello 'you'
how have you been?
i've been missing you a lot..

No we didnt meet.
but i know we're always together,
you're always with me, you're here.

At one point,
i made a decision to forget you
to leave you, to leave all of our memories
and to start anew BUT
How can i forgot you?

I'm still longing..
I'm hanging with your memories
How i wish there's a new life for the both of us.
With us in it.

I Miss You.

cause I Love You

queen's holiday

2011-05-15T17:05:00.003+08:00

Hello readers ;)

Bored with my blog? i'm sorry yea for the lack of update..

i was boring and yet i have nothing to blog ;p

after the wonderful annual dinner was semester break..

so yeah, a week stayed home~

While stay home, i became a total cam whore-ing

(please ignore the language)

and i sat in front of my laptop the whole time..

what a relax break and boring too..

Next next week monday is May23 ;)

hehehe...

what else to say??

NOTHING! =..=|||

bye.

Mom

2011-05-09T00:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all mom in this world
especially to my one and only mommy
My beloved mommy,i love you so much ;)
Happy Mother's Day ♥♥♥♥

It's The Night

2011-05-08T20:53:00.004+08:00

Hi my sweet readers ;) How ya doing?
Hopefully everyone in good condition.

okay let the queen talk~~ LMAO!!

on May 6 2011, at Le Meridien
held my college fourth annual dinner..
some of you might already knew cause i did invited few of you
however, no one wanted to come with me, =.= sad!!

and as i told in my previous post..
i will be hosting this event with two other ppl right?
but if you're my twitter follower,you'll know that
at the last minutes i've cancelled my name as the host
and i found someone which is also my classmate to replace me
so yeah!! everything went really well that night for the hosting
and i was sitting at the back eating and cam whore with friends ;p
thanks so much to our leader for letting me go from the hosting
and thanks to my friend who replace my place too ;)

it's my night! bwahaha..
i won three awards that night,yepii..
really unexpected!!!
i didn't expect to get those awards,seriously!!
i'm really happy and thankful ;)
to everyone who votes me for those awards i won..
thank you much!!!

for Fashionable Student Female Category,
i think this kinda funny but yeah i like it ;)
for Best Foundation Student,
oh yeah i'm so proud to get this award
i felt that all my hard work got paid ;p
and and and and and and
for Queen Of The Night,
totally surprised, i'm so happy
it's my first prom night and i was titled as the prom queen
oh it's my night ;p hahaha..

and more happening..
i got to meet lots of nice people
especially my seniors, super seniors, & super super seniors
and i also got to see bunch of beautiful and handsome people
seriously, that night everyone look so wonderful ;)
everyone followed the theme; black and white [of red carpet moment]
ohh from students to seniors to lecturers to staff to outsiders to etc etc
everybody is just so stunning and gorgeous ;)

and in this opportunity i would like to congratulate
all the committee members of the event
for making the event super wonderful ;)

i'm looking forward to it again for next coming year

teaser piccie..

looks familiar? lol
you'll get to see this piccie on facebook and twitpic too
and now available on blogger,lmao!!

my trophy from left to right..
Best Foundation Student, Queen Of The Night,
Fashionable Student Female Category.

okay i'm done my crap ;)

annyeong!

Protected

2011-05-01T12:08:00.005+08:00

Hi readers sweetheart ;)
How have you been?

Oh dear...It's MAY.
The new month is here..
time flies so fast that i couldn't realize that April had past
when i woke up and take a look on my phone calender
oh my gosh! It's May 1?? no way.. haha,yeah!

I still remember on the last week of april
mom keep asking who's birthday lies on may? ;)
and she said, that person going to be an adult..hehe..
i still your baby mom :)

oh..i want to share something..
it's about online/by order shopping
why suddenly? well..
i'm about to buy something online,this thing fit my taste best.
so i'm consider-ing to get it..
BUT.....let the story begin~~~

in conjunction with my upcoming event, i need this thing
it's hard to find one that can fit my taste the best
i found one online BUT i don't trust online stuff
what i mean is... sometimes what we see is not what we want
*things can look damn beautiful in pictures but not reality*
i'm online buyer,i bought few clothes online too
and most of time the reality is just toooo bad
i didn't get the clothes like in the pictures
the colours might different, the type of cloth is poor,
However, i still bought online for the past few months,
i bought much clothes, with hope that my fate will be good
But no!! It's never meant to be =.=
Of all the clothes i bought online/by order..
i can only give 8 marks out of 10 marks..why?
cause among ALL i only fell in love with few of it
what happen to the others? i don't know
and when it becomes like this..
i was like...OH My Money :'(
and that's why...Now...
whenever i saw a beautiful dress or whatever stuff online/books
i will always take much time to order for it
AND i always remind myself:
*things can look damn beautiful in pictures but not reality*
HIGHLIGHT that please!!

i'm not asking anyone to stop buying online or by order..
i just share my opinion/experience
cause i love my money..
buying something not worth the price is such a waste!!
so think before you buy no matter online, by order or even 'live'
hahahaaa...cheers ;)

UKiss - 0330

It's a very nice song ;)
Great lyrics, wonderful music and awesome music video.
So take your time and enjoy the music.

I like the lyric cause it means something to me.

Oh yeah..as we all know..
On April 29 2011
the prince that love by every girls finally got married.
Yeah, Prince William and Princess Kate
The Duke and Duchess of Cambridge..

Gosh...i adore Kate.
she's just too beautiful on her wedding day
i watched the wedding and it's seriously a FAIRY TALE!!
i believe each girl on this world wish to have a wedding like that
and this pretty Kate got it...how wonderful ;)

Oh how beautiful..

On their wedding day.

Husband and Wife ;)
A day after their wedding..

Oh by the way..
All photos are credit to the owner.
;)

I think ... hmmp ...
I'm done with my craps now..
See you readers sweethearts..

Once again,i want to thank all my followers
Thanks for following ;)

Do visit and follow me on twitter too.

Annyong.

If you change you'll become a lamp.

2011-04-28T11:46:00.005+08:00

People change and now i'm a LAMP.
Lol...this is so Ryan Higa!
wanna know who's Ryan? He's my bro, just google him ;)

So hello readers sweethearts ;)
How ya doing? It's been quite some time..

Nothing much happened to me recently
I just encountered some problems which made me lost my mood
But never mind, i still okay..
I'm happy that i have a very supportive peoples by my side.
Filled with Grateful.

Guys and girls..
anyone who's interested to come to an award dinner
send me an inbox msg on facebook. Offer until next week, tuesday.

I will be hosting the event with few other people.
So if you happen to attend this event, See you there ;)

I'm enjoying my chocolate stick in the coldness.
This is just so relaxing ;)
All i need is a fruit juice, oh well...

AND i would like to thank all my new followers ;)
Thank you so much for following.

So yeah i think that's all my craps for today.
See you soon.

Quote of the day :

Some people are like clouds. When they disappear, it's a brighter day.

Annyeong.

Who's the lady?

2011-04-25T00:37:00.002+08:00

And that person is MOM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM.
I'm sorry that this birthday won't be the same as previous year
but remember i'll always be here for you, same as you'll be there for me..
We'll always together no matter what.
I love you mom.

Thanks for always be by my side when i need you.
You're the best thing ever happened to me.
I heart you so much mom.
:')

Who's the man?

2011-04-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

If i don't love my father,
i won't bother to save the picture above and waste my time on this post.
Clearly, i heart my father.

Who the heck, want to bother my family?? Go to hell!!
(my family means my father,mother and lil sister)

My family my story ;)

Get worst.

2011-04-25T00:07:00.004+08:00

Everything get worse, when each ppl want to show the right path.
When ppl who aren't in the case try to get themselves involve with case that are actually closed, things will get much much more ridicoulus.

Come on, case are closed. There's no need for more comment or advice anymore.
If you're not involve,keep yourself away. Why need to follow?
Case are done man, everybody is done. I've rest my case!
You're a way too late, and your name not even mention.
So shut the hell up.

Here,let me rest my case again..
I'm done with everything. Why did i unfriend?
Cause i let the drama stop. I want no drama.
We are all done. No more drama,no more movie.
If you see me as wrong, go on, i ain't no care!
But when that happened you know better, i ain't hypocrite.

CASE CLOSED.

save the world and love mom

2011-04-22T02:22:00.004+08:00

Click image to enlarge ;)
See how wonderful that picture of google.
In conjunction with Earth Day on April 22 2011

So everyone lets take an action and save the world.
A little action means a lot.

Things wouldn't be the same again. It takes nineteen years to create who i am today. I don't rely on anyone except for my mom.

I love my mom more than anything. No one else but mom. My priority goes to my mom.

Much love ♥

Hollywood And Hairstyles

2011-04-19T17:51:00.004+08:00

Who's the fairest of them all ?

First Category: Perm or straight hair

Taylor Swift.

Vanessa Hudgens

Miley Cyrus

Demi Lovato

Second Category: Loose Bun

Taylor Swift

Vanessa Hudgens

Miley Cyrus

Demi Lovato & Paris Hilton

* I like Taylor Swift with straight hair, she's just pretty!!!

* A little teaser for upcoming red carpet moment. Lmao!!!!

Stay tuned!

Hidden Tears

2011-04-19T00:20:00.003+08:00

You're that type of person who; don't know what you've got until it's gone. Or maybe you knew what you had, you just though you'd never lose it?

I'm here now, i care when nobody else give a fuck. But when will you ever realize that? When will you see me the way i see you?

Will you realize while i'm here? Or when i'm already gone?

Will i able to get what i suppose to get?

Teaser ~

2011-04-16T14:34:00.005+08:00

*Wish you're here someday, we will travel the world together.*

Here to bring you, my journey to my new home ;)
A little piccos teaser.. Enjoy my new love~

Pay a visit when you're here ^^

Like kiddies? But i'm in love ^^
At least for me, just on my own.

That's all bye bye ~

STFU!!!!!

2011-04-15T12:29:00.009+08:00

Hi girls and guys!
Just back from my lousy college
Had a very bad mood due to some stupid ppl.

Ok let me share what happened . .

As had been told yesterday,today we going to meet one person from oversea university whom will run her thesis on us. After she arrived we all went to the conference room and she began her thesis. As we all know THESIS is a document submitted in support of candidature for an academic degree or professional qualification presenting the author's research and findings.
The thesis is about Malaysian Youth. It was about the life of youth and to be more accurate, this thesis emphasize on youth current issues for example; personal life, education, family, friend, relationship, sex and etc etc.

What is my point?
What makes me so mad?

My point is . .
Please highlight the common word, sex. Yes, that's it.
I know Asian people was very sensitive to this word.
However, we need open our mind widely and look around us.
Watch and hear all the issues out there, which involves sex.
There are too many issues regarding this matter.
So why should we still ashamed to talk about it in public?
Knowledge lets us learn.

What makes me so mad is . .
I was so unlucky to be sitting next to an idiot.
I sat next to this guy who is a year younger than me.
Thesis should be something private and confidential.
Our identity are confidential and same goes to our answer.
However, this guy who sit next to me was so damn loud
He read the question out loud and laugh to himself.
Not only that, he keeps on looking my paper and the other girl next to him.
He keep nagging to himself and let others hear, as an example:

1. why did this question ask so much about sex?
2. this is a way too personal, why do they need to ask about this?
3. they ask where i live?, this is a kindergarden question.
4. i never do sex with girls, i only did with soap, does that count?
5. what did you answer for this and that question?
6. hey, how do you answer this?
7. oh no, this is too much, hahaha...
8. hey miss this person next to me need your help, haaha
9. hahaaha why there is question like this?
10. oh how am i going to answer all this question?

See..i can list what he said and it's even more than that.
I felt like going to punch his face and kick him out of the conference room.
I kept on asking him to silent and SHUT THE FUCK UP.
But he keep on nagging loudly..Errrghh..
I almost smack his face and shout . . :

We all know the thesis is confidential!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So why would you afraid of you answer??
Simply answer whatever you think is right for you.
Thesis is to review, more like experiment.
No one interested with your answer though. Everybody has their own.
Damn this stupid idiot guy. Asshole!

He actually wants to be a cool and famous guy.
Some how, he turns out to be an idiot and empty head!
He had showed everyone that he is actually damn stupid, and even more.
Hey idiot, go and lick your own dick!!

Come on, guys and girls. Don't act like this.
If you want to be cool or hot people. Use your mind too.
Be smart/intelligent and then be cool/hot.
Not an empty head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is fucking shits.

Well..

2011-04-14T22:41:00.005+08:00

It hurts pretty badly and yet you still linger in me

singing my care away

2011-04-13T20:03:00.004+08:00

Hi girls and guys..how you doing?
hopefully everyone doing awesome~

first of all, i want to say sorry
if there's any of my pictures goes 'idiot'
something goes wrong, my piccos here, it didn't appear
and i have no idea what had happened :/

anyway . .

i have no new story,LOL!!!!!!!!
yes,seriously.

oh yeah to all facebook-ers
i'm sorry that i've been extremely inactive there
i'm too bored..i was kinda no longer have the mood..
but you still can leave me a comment/message
i'll still reply on you, make it sound like a question ;)
*actually i did checked on my facebook everyday!
i just dont comment (lazy perhaps?)

however,i'm extremely active on twitter,lol
not that extreme,just.....more tweet/post
so if anyone of you have twitter..you can tweet me though

all of you can link to my facebook..twitter..or whatever
here in my blog...just click on the link provided ;)

ohh..last week went to somewhere cold and relax
felt relief that it was only us (my little family)
i'll share more piccos later
(probably cause i'm too lazy,but i have the heart to show off)
LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh hoh..this morning accidentally/all of sudden
met few old friends from school and works
damn! this is super cool!!

first met the bad boy who is now the lengzhai, near the staircase, lol
was chit chat-ing with mabel, saw these two lengzhai so damn familiar
and suddenly one of them bothered me and asked:
ni jiao shen ma ming zi? zzzzzz...replied my name
he introduce himself..and i was like WTF!!!
no wonder look so damn familiar to my eyes..
seriously they doesn't look like before! leng!!

and the other friends i accidentally met
was just simply met up like; omg! it's been a long time..
well,girlsssss talk..what else..bla bla bla..
and one of them said, i'm thin already!! yay~
clap clap.. my control on eating goes pretty well,i suppose
although sometimes i just eat whatever with (big amount) =.=
especially when it is super duper yummy~~~

after that went down to photocopy some stuff
to my surprise..the photocopy shop owner
had a really super cute and lazy dog,,white in colour
aww,it's fur was so long and hard to see the eyes
i want to cuddle that damn cute dog!!

Today's post much more like today's diary..hmmmp..
I think that's all my craps for today.
i'll come back with more craps some other day
see you ;)

You were in my dream again. I miss you.

Ain't flawless

2011-04-07T21:55:00.006+08:00

*Picture above is what i felt. I miss you! Lots.

OH.......
Hi people, how ya doing?
Sorry for the lack of update..as you expected
i have the same excuse; no idea. knock my head

LOL!! okay that's hilarious..

I have nothing to say though, just wasting my time here
as all my webs getting more and more boring each time

Anyway, tomorrow going to be a very long day, i guess
It's friday friday, gotta get down on friday..
NAAAAH...That's a joke!
What i'm trying to say is..morning class tomorrow!!!
and the later noon, leaving the city to the mountain
relax time i suppose..i don't want to be sooo excited first
cause there's still something not sure (always happened though)
not sinister,of course! okay whatever.

I'm extremely boring now.
Still, i want to cherish this awesome free time.
It's soooooooooooo relaxing ;)

this Or this

ROFL!!!!!!

I'm lost now.

Let me just share piccies.

Moral of the pictures; We ain't flawless.

p/s: You going to see the same piccos on my facebook & tumblr. LOL

I guess, that's all for today babyy.

Annyong . Goodbye . Adios

Ours to keep.

2011-04-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

April Fool?
NO!! April not fool, people are!

I'm not sure whether i got fooled or just been ignored.
I couldn't grab an attention or my message wasn't arrive.
I need a confirmation, telling me that it's okay or not.
I've been waiting for hours now.
I said it will be by midnight. But it had past midnight.
Still, i didn't encounter a respond.
I suppose, that i need to sleep earlier tonight due to headache.
However, i made an appointment; to text you by midnight
So i wait.
But it seems pointless. I guess it's a no.
I'm not sure.

It's almost one now.
I'm obviously sick.
My eyes are puffy. My head almost fall.
My bed is calling.
And still, i keep on waiting.
No,you not going to respond me.
So i take it as a no/not okay.

AND
this wasn't an april fool jokes.

hmmp..
i'm mad or i'm sad
but clearly i'm tired

off to LA to Rome.

see you~

To end this entry.
Kina Grannis - Ours to keep.

Kina Grannis such a sweetie, i love her.
Her music and she herself. I adore her.

New man in the list !

2011-03-28T00:28:00.005+08:00

He's awesome! He's music was indeed great.
That hot looks was a bonus++
Gaaaah!!! i'm in love with this hottie.

His music are better than those on charts ^o^

Need i say more??
*MELT*

You wanna hear his music??
You ask me!! hahaha..

ahh..you know him? good then ;)
i don't need to explain more..

what? don't know?
as i told you..ask me!!

Earth Hour 2011

2011-03-26T18:28:00.008+08:00

EARTH HOUR 2011: IT'S TIME TO GO BEYOND THE HOUR

At 8:30 PM on Saturday 26th March 2011, lights will switch off around the globe for Earth Hour and people will commit to actions that go beyond the hour.

With Earth Hour almost upon us, our thoughts are with the people of Japan during this incredibly challenging and sad time for their country.

Together, Let's support earth hour for a better world.

For more information log on to
http://www.earthhour.org
AND
http://www.youtube.com/user/earthhour

*pictures are taken from google images,credit goes to owner.

Relax mode~

2011-03-26T14:50:00.002+08:00

Oh hello great people ;)
How you doing ?

It's Saturday, peaceful and 'stay home'
I woke up late aaahh what a great feeling
took my breakfast at lunch time and my lunch few hours later,lol..
Soon later, some Haagen Dazs cookie ice cream
while read a magazine on my bed, with catchy song played in my phone
What a relax saturday, although it was kinda boring but
i'm going to cherish this relaxing time while i have it ^^

Have you watch Beastly?
What do you think? Romance?
I've watched AND I love this movie,man!
Love is never ugly.
Most importantly, never look down on others.
Each people comes with different appearance and trait.
We gotta respect that. Accept people for their traits not looks.
◕ ‿ ◕

Oh ya, went to see my hairstylist yesterday
to cut my hair, of course.
Don't be curious about my hair first cause
i just went to get my fringe back and trim my hair, only!
thanks to my hairstylist for making my fringe thicker ;)
So we chit chat-ing about healthy lifestyle..organic lifestyle!
Yes my hairstylist named, Jayson was a kind of person who
wants everything to be perfect when it comes to health.
Not only for outside beauty but also inner beauty..
He has a very fair skin, do you know!!!!
He used this organic product, Mililea.
You can search about this product and if you interested
can find me..i'll then connect you to Jayson ;)
*bwahaha i'm selling product..well, i'm just helping friend though..

I'm not a Glee fans but this is a Thumbs Up!
I like how this song ,teenage dream original by katy perry
become harmony by them. Great yeah?!

So yeah, i think that's all for now..
I have no more craps to share with, anymore

I'll see you soon. Bye.

Picture of September 2010 ;)

Annyong.

A day wasted on others is not wasted on one's self.

2011-03-24T22:52:00.004+08:00

Hi guys, how you doing?

I've started my class already,so i'll get busy once again
I'm quite relieved knowing that i only have five subjects.
Somehow, five wasn't a real relieved cause it wasn't an easy subject.
This is my last semester, therefore i need to put more effort
i need to maintain my grades since the first till now.
I must study and focus on my subject.

Plus, the dream that i'm about to chase now.
It was indeed hard for me. I can't stop thinking about it.
There's no one to help me with it, i have to manage everything on my own.
I almost given up, but let me try it first!! I can't given up before trying.
All i need now, is my own effort, your support, luck and prayer.
God Bless. God Willing.

Dilemma. Yes i am.
I have loads in my mind. I think a lot lately.
I think about me, my family, and him.

If i'm moving soon, i'll be leaving everything behind.
Having a new lifestyle with new environment and new people
I won't be back home often. I'll miss everything behind.
I'll spend four years or more without the people i love by my side.
Things that goes into my mind was, changes.
Am i ready for it?
There place i'm going is a way too different from now.
Time flies and people change.
We often don't realize but once we're far away we can feel it.
If i did change, i want to change for good.
I'm scared that i lost my way, No i don't want that to happen.
I'm the first daughter, i want to be a good example to my sister
I want to make my parent smile widely and make them proud.
I can't never pay them for raising me until now.
All i can do is succeed in my study and have a good life.
Therefore, i can provide them with a better life in the future.
I love them so much. I never apart from them.
I wish that i will always remember them and think of them.
I won't do anything to humiliate or make them sad.

Other than that, i also will leave him.
I know, we are no longer together, but i can't lie my feeling.
I did still love him.
Leaving might make me forget my feeling towards him.
But i'll miss him more, actually.
Someone told me and i knew it too :
If there's destiny, no matter how far each of you,
you'll be together in the end.
I guess, i need to believe on the quote so much.
Maybe, God try to tell me that, it wasn't my time to
think about these love love things.
I given up.

Okay,lets change the mood a little.
Last few days went to friend/junior farewell.
I'm actually wanted to post this the past few days.
Waiting for her to mail the photos for my blog.
Unfortunately, she's too busy as she will be leaving for KL
so she haven't mail me yet,somehow she did sent me a few.
She departed this evening. So as an eldest friend/sister i wish her
the best of luck in studying, don't just stalking on boys.
Bye Amanda, i'll see you soon ;)

Not to forget, the man who has his birthday twice,lol!
Happy Birthday Kahoe ♥
Best wishes and take a good care of yourself
Happy Nineteen and be great man!

I'm so into Kevin and Ryan.
They're the best bro ever,Lmao!!

Little piccie seupeam :

That's Amanda

That's Lea

*I'm always on the left,lol!

Quotes of the day:

I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am.

The words "I am" are potent words; be careful what you hitch them to. The thing you're claiming has a way of reaching back and claiming you.

I guess, i'm done with my crap now.
I'll see you guys again in next post.

Annyong!

Silly?

2011-03-18T16:44:00.003+08:00

Hello readers,
i have no picture to show off, i'm using my dad's laptop now
so the loading sign, probably will stay there, LOL!!

These few days, i have a mixture of feelings
i guess, if my feelings are flour, i can now bake two cakes!!

Yes last few days, i have a very bad feelings over something
i have no idea about it cause i decided to keep it private.
Thanks to my best friend, Cath for listening and bear with my words
and she's there to help and advice me, of all the shits i had.

Anyway, these few days too...
as i'm going to start studying 'again'
i mean for the LAST semester of foundation studies
my spirit of freedom is flying up high, rofl!!
NO! that's too hyperbola.
Back to the study things..
so yeah, this entry was talking about dreams..?uh? ;/

As i will be finish my study by mmm..June/July
(i'm not sure either,lol)
So i'm now started to think about . . .
'Where i'm going next?' ;)

To readers,whom in the same college as me, you probably say..
''where else do you want to go? just here,of course!''
''you'll stay in this college for 2 years and a year at the main branch''
''whatever''

And i can hear my parent voice as well..
''what do you mean by >where i'm going next< are you kidding me?''
''you're not going anywhere!!''

'Duhh!!!
Yes that's so obvious. I'm not even finish my words,man.

So i came up with a plan.
that plan was still in progress..
Just open it up, to few people, who won't say my plan is ridiculous.
Yeah, i think it's a little ridiculous too
BUT HEY!! when there's a word saying..
none dreams are silly and nothing is ever impossible
i need to believe on it..and LUCK of course.
i do hope this time, i can make it
cause i failed to make it come true a year ago.

Pray for me.

*Cause when i say i'm going to **** i'm not kidding.

I need your support ;)

What?? Excuse me!!
I'm not into a singing/acting or any sorts of competition ok.
But even if i'm into it, what the big deal? ;)
However, for now it wasn't.

Anyway, i have so many things to consider.
Wish me luck.

My face is sushi??

2011-03-17T22:24:00.008+08:00

Hello readers..

Today i went out and something felt so not right.
I walk into a mall, and people started staring..
there's a little voice saying:

''duh what's this japanese doing here when she's supposed to be in her country?''
''gosh! is she japanese? why does she walking around with a happy face here?''
''aren't she supposed to be mourning for her country?''
''omg! omg! japanese!! she's running to our country,lol!!''

Seriously guys??? What's the big deal??

When Japan was on the top, people are saying:
''Great,i'm going to Japan!''
''Japan is a good country. They're modern, awesome bla bla bla..
BUT
when Japan having their hard days:
'' Serve your right,who ask you to be so modern?''

Come on people!! What is this??
We got to change this kind of attitude/mind thinking
Lets help each other and stop complaining.
Who knows,what will happen to us next,right?

*By the way, i'm not even Japanese.
So stop staring and complaint on me!!

Lets donate for Japan together with my
awesome friend, Ryan Higa ;)
HONK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Other than that..
i've spent some time with the awesome bro(s)
and it finally bring us to check on the olden videos
made by them throughout the yearsss
so here's some great videos for you to laugh your ass out!
LOL!! . . . . Enjoy~

You mean Bromance?? rofl!!
Kpop lovers you need to see this!!
Cause i just saw a familiar face.
Well, i mean it..i just saw Jay Park ;)

This was a nice songs of them,teehee!! lol!!
Guys? Shed a tear??
No jokes!! ;)

Quote of the day:
''Because tomorrow,what you've done today, will be yesterday''

So i think that's all for now.

Annyong!

Uncomfortable.

2011-03-16T16:28:00.004+08:00

Hello there..Good Evening
Good Dawn LA.

I don't have a good feeling now.
Seriously, i filled with regret.
Did i done something wrong/bad? No.
I just felt bitter. I was confused.
My head spin around. I wondered about myself.
I won't repeat the same thing ever again.
No, it wasn't bad thing. However, i regret with myself.
Why don't i against it? Why don't i avoid?
That bad sense, had came to reality.
Will i hurt others??
aaaarghhh..i'm tired of thinking..
can i just cry?? :'(
I'm sorry myself.
Please forgive me.

I don't know what is this feeling. It's fucking anxious.
I hate this feeling.

Pray that everything will be fine. 아멘.

Wait for three years or more, i'll come there. Leaving my sin.

kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahoeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :'(

Unforgotten promise

2011-03-15T23:25:00.008+08:00

Hello there ;)

As i gain readers, i must look forward for more better post,right?

Yeap, however..i still the blog directer hahaaaaa..

okay okay.. shut the fuck up!

I should laugh my ass out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhaa..

I got a call from someone far away,
(i'd rather say someone i used to know)
I'm totally confused, i don't know what should i feel

사랑이 뭐길래?

life full of surprises indeed

when i'm almost forgot and when i'm fall far down

i found the lost you in sudden,

It's surprising how much of memory is built around things unnoticed at the time

thanks for having a thought on me, all this time.

i'm looking forward to meet you again someday.

we'll wait for the day.

vanilla love

2011-03-12T13:32:00.006+08:00

Hello awesome readers..
Unlike others, i'm not going to talk/write about the tsunami
it's freaking me out!! really!!
and i don't want to talk about things that i scared..
lets just pray that everything will be alright
if it's going to happen, it will happen, God knows what he's doing.
God willing.

Rango! So what you think? March must watch!!
Another voice by Johnny Depp.
I haven't watch yet, actually.
Whatever~

Seriously, i'm feeling pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't access to twitter web for six days, now.
That lc haven't confirm yet and being too lc!
Everything sucks >..<

Every time, open twitter it ends up with..

"Oops! Google Chrome could not connect to www.twitter.com"
blaaaaaaaaah..what happened??????
It's just me?? T_______T

Sigh.

He's HOT!!! Doesn't he??

♥ ________♥

NO.. I dislike him!!!!!!!

*finger cross*

So to that hottie in California, take a good of yourself! Lc!!!
I dislike you, okay!!!!

Annyong!

out of time?!

2011-03-07T22:28:00.004+08:00

Annyong dearest people, i'm sorry for the lack of update.
I've been very stress these days, and my emotion doesn't stay in place.
I didn't online much and i currently lost my mood, for some reason.
I'm actually tired of being tired of myself.
My tears a dried but somehow, it won't stop.
Let it slide away here or where ever it is.
I'm not in the mood to talk about me now.
At least for this post, i mean for my entire blog,
lets pretending that everything is alright eventhough it is not.
People, friends, and who ever you are please remember..
Smile is not always a sign of happiness, smile is just a mask to cover up the pain.

Have you ever watched The Time Traveler's Wife?
It's nice movie, wasn't it? I like it very much.
I couldn't get bored, watching it over and over again and still got touched.
It is a love story about a man with a genetic disorder that causes him to time travel unpredictably, and about his wife, an artist, who has to cope with his frequent absences and dangerous experiences.
It is actually based on a novel. The story was quite complicated to understand.
If you watch it, give your full attention, and you'll find it awesome.
Those whom haven't watch this,
find the movie and watch or find the novel and read it.
After watching and understand the story then later,
you will understand what i'm actually babbling here XD

Left: Picture for novel. Right: Picture for movie.

What else? Should i say about my pathetic life?
You bored, aren't you? Sorry readers.
That's just the fact. That's what actually happened now.

I want to go to kl a moment =,=
i want to meet my friendsss there, quite miss them.
Irony, i miss my kk friendss too,
but all of us doesn't seems have a perfect free time all together
sigh huh?!! kick an ass!!!!!!

Okay, lets take some time to think with me.
When someone/you say 'i have no idea what to talk about'
what actually is it mean???
nope! this wasn't silly question..
there's few things came out in my mind..
ONE. honestly you really don't have a word to talk about.
TWO. you pissed off, and done booo, lazy to talk cock.
THREE. damn it, this person again? no way?! no talk, stfu!!
am i right???????? haa..
conclusions? no conclusion!!
think yourself cause each people come up with different reason.
AND they probably has more than just three reason above!!!

Little piccie seupaem

with dongsaeng Lea

with Cath

eyes crack! krak krak..

*i'm tired getting the same excuses each time*

Annyong.

a glimpse of hope

2011-03-01T16:44:00.002+08:00

Mr Domo, say HI to you, my readers ^^
Welcome to March, world!!
February past like a wind..Damn fast!

So huh.. in middle of March, probably the first two weeks
will be back to college for the third semester..
wohoo!!! i'm on my final semester for the foundation!! booh-yahh!!
faster finish foundation!! ^^ after that can rest a while
before continue for another three years of degree..boooo!!

as you can see, my blog own a nuffnang now
that feeling of wanting a money thru blogging really babo
LOL!!! i still didn't earn anything (=...........=)

OMG! seriously i've lost my idea..
while stay home all day and having a piggy life
and even if i have my class start again..
i really really really really lack of idea now!
my head no longer produce a good idea to blog..wtf!

oh ya~ one more thing..
Have u ever feel so dissappointed with someone so much, you can't even fee
how much it hurt any more?
yes, i mean it.
it's NOT anger, not at all!!
it's a feeling where by, i'm feeling sympathy for myself
it wasn't really dissappointed,perhaps
it's maybe the old sadness, that never away
the sadness that was kept inside and never bleach
Sigh huh?
난 항상 슬픔이야 . .

no more idea (>.........<)

Enjoy your meals.

Annyong~

fries and cola

2011-02-27T18:14:00.004+08:00

휴~ 휴~
so fast,it's already end of February =,=''
day after tomorrow is already March 1st
ommo! after that, seventeen more days..
sigh.. sigh.. a year ago was a very happy happy :(
on that specific date, now no more~

it feels like a blink..
it seems i just finish my school, work and study again
oh my.. it's no longer a long way to go..oh well...

i did a few minutes/few hours of thinking last night
that someone asked, what are you thinking about?
i told him honestly but it's quite hard to explain, but i've try my best ;')

lack of idea!! dang..dang..
therefore, here's a quote and little piccie seupaem~

Quote :
I can't promise to fix all your problems,
but I can promise you that you won't have to face them all alone.

Piccie Seupaem :

amigos adios ~

Mood Down

2011-02-25T19:17:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I get so angry or upset that something inside me just shuts down and I become so numb; I don't talk to anyone or pay attention to what people talk about, just stare and look at the people around me. At that point, I don't care. I dwell on my own thoughts, thinking so much to the point of me driving me insane. One day, when it becomes too much, maybe I will be mental. That kind of feeling, makes me want to lie and sleep it off, but it never does work. I would just lie awake, thinking until my own exhaustion would consume me and I go into a deep slumber.

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Been Left

2011-02-23T19:08:00.002+08:00

Do you ever feel awful out of something?
something which is, you don't know or maybe you confused about
feeling so down, unnoticed, confusing, feels like want to smack a face/butt
i just don't get it myself..
i'm awake with thought, well everybody does..
just, today wasn't my day, i think since the night before
i'm full of anxiety, a little bit of scare, a sprinkle of used
you see, it's perfectly lame, i'm about to see the road
and suddenly there's a two junction again, what's that?
all this time i've been waiting for something that not clear enough
i've share, i've sacrifice, a lot of things over things i can't get
oh well, am i so sure i can't get it? i won't say it at the first place!
i just find myself, given up today but still fighting the next day
which was means, i just can't stop or maybe i won't or i don't want?
that person whom left me a scar, is something.
i can't hate him nor forgot him, he still have the keys.
"sometimes i don't see us together, but most of the time i see us"
OR
"sometimes i see us together, but most of the time i don't see us"
i can't live a day perfectly without his words
it's almost a year now, i'm sad i can't have the first anniversary
i miss the moment we spend together..
i still remember those time when i cries a lot, i'm feeling blue.

To be exact, i never happy since he left.

나의 방문

2011-02-21T19:42:00.002+08:00

오늘 나는 그의 집에 왔어요
그 느낌을 표현하는 방법을 모르겠어요
분명히 말하지만 내가 만날 크크크 오전

전에 밤 당신을 만나서, 내가 뭔가를 느꼈다
난 그게 뭔지 모르겠어요..
오늘, 오늘은 당신의 장소에 와서
난 너무 안심 느낌
그것은 우리가 만날 않았 오랜 시간이되었습니다
내가 너무 그리워~

내가 당신을 보여,
그리고 자신에게 약속을하다
내가 당신 앞에 행복해야합니다
난 그래도 여전히 과거의 슬픈
하지만 행복한 오늘 당신에게 만들고 싶어

나는 웃음과 미소처럼 그것은 아무것도 아니에요
난 벌써 다 잊은 것 같은

당신이 뭔가에 대해 나한테 물어 ..
난 그 질문을 이해하지 척
내 마음은 쓰라린 때문이지 난 모르겠어

다시 묻지 않은
이런 종류의 질문에 정말 날 다치게

당신이 날 행복하게 해줘 시계
가끔은 슬픈거야 너무
당신은 내 전부예요
하지만 당신은 그걸 몰라

내 심장은 쓰라린입니다!

2011-02-20T23:41:00.004+08:00

정말 남자와 피곤 해요
그들이 누구예요?
그들이 내 삶에 와서 동정심없이 ..
내 말을해야할지 모르겠어요
내가 너무나 사랑..나중에, 그들은 왼쪽으로
내 슬픔을 걱정하지 않고
처음에는, 그들은 내 이유가 행복 해 지길 아르
지금, 그들은 내 이유는 울기 아르
오랜 시간 뒤에 . .
내게 너무 많은 상처 후 , 날 무시 후
그들이 돌아올 아르
그들이 다시 나를 원해!

이 시간에 . . .
난 너무 싸구려 느낌
그들이 누구예요?
그들은왔다가는
절대 내 감정을 걱정
왜?

난 장난감이 아니에요!
당신이 생각한다면, 내 마음 담배와 동일
그냥 가서 돌아오지 않는다고
난 당신이 떠났을 때 충분히 상처예요
그리고 지금 당신이 여기있는, 내 사랑을 구걸?

정말 피곤 해요
나는 내 옛 그림자를 볼 수 없어
난 이제 더이상 당신을 사랑한다는 어리석은 여자가 안 보여
난 그냥 내 마음이 또 고장했다 , 다른 남자와
당신이 내 역사 아르!! 우리의 이야기는 2 년 전
이년 통과!!!!!!!!!

당신은 지금 새 연인이
당신이 말한 당신은 그녀를 사랑, 귀하의 새 연인으로 이동
내 심장은 쓰라린입니다!
내가 당신을 원하지 않아!!
친구로 날 보러!

제발~

날 존경주세요! 내 감정을 존중하세요!
얘들아, 날 아프게 제발 그만..
얘들아, 당신은 날 사랑하지 못하면,
내게 당신의 사랑을 제공하지 않습니다
난 더이상 슬픔을 참을 수 없다나를 행복하게 해주시기 바랍니다
성실한 나를 사랑하시기 바랍니다

휴, 피곤~

사랑으로 가슴에

귀엽기도~

2011-02-19T23:36:00.003+08:00

dang..dang..dang..dang..
hello readers, the blog director is here XD

while having a bowl of ramyeon and a bottle of orange
let us continue, the dull and lame story of mine,recently~

okay so, hmmp ok mmm err err .. Zzz..

baby laptop had returned! yay~
now i can online in my bedroom,don't need to clear the history
bookmark whatever i want, download till the web stuck
and most important, i have my foldersss in my laptop
dont need to connect on my external hardisk anymore!
oh yeah~

i'm done with final exam,wuhuu!!
i'm free, i'm on holiday moooood..gadabang~~
i'm thinking to > working part time..
but where should i work?
i have friend at a coffee shop, should i apply there?
BUT, what can i do? coffee? err..for myself yes 100% can
however, for customer, ngek..i dont think so..Whatever!

OR maybe i should stay home and learn hangul back..
i used to be good on hangul, i can read well i just cant speak it out
time flies and i dont know how long have i left hangul, since i left hanguk?
now, i can't even recognize a simple words of hangul
i even forgot to write my name in hangul OMG! OMG!
it's too pathetic~

oh yeah, i'm too crazy with cute things
i've been really crazy with it for so loooong, omma!! i love it
hah..how should i explain????? dong dong..
non other, piccie seupaem~

how? how? cute isn't it???
goodness,i can't stand just watching them from far..
wanna hold it >..<

And and and a bouquet of plushy dolls
MASHIMARO, piggy piggy, hello kitty, sleeping bunny,
teddy bears and more more.. i want it!! >..<

not to forget, fresh flowers . .

And never forget Bento,cute meals ever!
i love bento,i like making foods pretty
in future, must make bento for my kids ^o^

Nice, is it???
I think it's super duper nice nice ^^

Today's post very kiddies..
but but i love em' i want having cute thing in my blog ^__^
dang..dang..

i forgot everything else that i want to write
while busy looking for piccie
never mind, i just need to eat more
vitamin B for my memory and vitamin C for my skins =..="

to end the post, lets take a look at Oh la la . .

-(O__O)-

Annyong~